Wow.. Another "Century's" Update.. :P
Today, I suddenly feel like updating my blog after saw Hiyashi's MSN's status = http://hiyashibeeps.blogspot.com. o.O||| Erm, should I thanks her for remind me to update my little bloggie? Or i should not thanks her, because she remind to use back my proper English, which I had already abandon for very long time.. Haha~! Everytime when i update my blog, is the only time i TYPE with proper language, if i don't use a proper one, i will get spank by my "bf", Hey, don't think too much, bf=best friend.. Ha ha~! Oh ya, everytime i update my blog, i need to remind Hiyashi that, I"M STILL ALIVE~!!! hahahaha...
This few months, actually i didn't back KL, i always just stay at Ipoh, which is not a good thing. I had forgotten most of my softwares, and now, i don't have the confident to search for a new job. The reason i always stay at Ipoh is because, at first, my brother ask me to help him. So, waited times past by, I just stay at Ipoh to help my mother. After some time, for some reason, my eldest brother came back from Singapore, and 3 of us will work together. This is consider a good choice? I don't know. I had think so much, whether i should stay there to help my brother, or just go out and find a job which i love more. I am quite tension this few months, which i always been ask by people when i online. "Eva, you didn't work today?" "Eva, why you so "senang" one? No need work?" "Eva, faster go find a job lar~" "Eva, good lor, you can stay at home holiday and do nothing, i want also cannot." etc etc... Actually, everyone think i am so happy to stay at home do nothing. But i just can say, i don't like, i don't wish to, and do you all know how i wish i can work? But for some reason, I can't. I wish now i'm working, although is tension and tired, but at least this is the thing i like. I cried, I tense, I sad, because already 5 months, I had done nothing, but just wait. I really feel that I am just wasting time in this 5 months with doing nothing. I had once, cry for whole night, that is the time i really cannot stand for the stress and sadness. I need to release out. Thanks for accompany me that night, dear. If don't have you, i think i wont stand for the stress and collapse. That night, alots of things happen in one time. Really sad, but now.. everything is ok already, I am ok.
Recently, I don't know why i keep get connected with something i don't wish to know or wish to get into with. Friends problem, relationship problem, this and that. Ow, really headache. Wish all this will over soon. :) Yea i know it would. And one more thing that always bothering me, should i work for my brother, or i find a job that i like? Aaaaa... How?
Sigh, I think just let it be, if i can search a good job, i work for it, if not.. better stay at my brother there. Gambatte Eva, Yosh~! Wish me luck that i can find a good job soon.
This few months, actually i didn't back KL, i always just stay at Ipoh, which is not a good thing. I had forgotten most of my softwares, and now, i don't have the confident to search for a new job. The reason i always stay at Ipoh is because, at first, my brother ask me to help him. So, waited times past by, I just stay at Ipoh to help my mother. After some time, for some reason, my eldest brother came back from Singapore, and 3 of us will work together. This is consider a good choice? I don't know. I had think so much, whether i should stay there to help my brother, or just go out and find a job which i love more. I am quite tension this few months, which i always been ask by people when i online. "Eva, you didn't work today?" "Eva, why you so "senang" one? No need work?" "Eva, faster go find a job lar~" "Eva, good lor, you can stay at home holiday and do nothing, i want also cannot." etc etc... Actually, everyone think i am so happy to stay at home do nothing. But i just can say, i don't like, i don't wish to, and do you all know how i wish i can work? But for some reason, I can't. I wish now i'm working, although is tension and tired, but at least this is the thing i like. I cried, I tense, I sad, because already 5 months, I had done nothing, but just wait. I really feel that I am just wasting time in this 5 months with doing nothing. I had once, cry for whole night, that is the time i really cannot stand for the stress and sadness. I need to release out. Thanks for accompany me that night, dear. If don't have you, i think i wont stand for the stress and collapse. That night, alots of things happen in one time. Really sad, but now.. everything is ok already, I am ok.
Recently, I don't know why i keep get connected with something i don't wish to know or wish to get into with. Friends problem, relationship problem, this and that. Ow, really headache. Wish all this will over soon. :) Yea i know it would. And one more thing that always bothering me, should i work for my brother, or i find a job that i like? Aaaaa... How?
Sigh, I think just let it be, if i can search a good job, i work for it, if not.. better stay at my brother there. Gambatte Eva, Yosh~! Wish me luck that i can find a good job soon.
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